Macmillian Nurse

Macmillian Nurse just rung she has never known anyone with it. She has offered me counselling after surgery I have a direct number for her.

There is a drop in centre at the hospital open 9.30 - 4 daily

She is gonna get Jo Greedy (neck and facial cancer specialist nurse) to ring me tomorrow

Didnt actually feel that she was much help, as obviously she deals with 'cancer' in general. But hopefully this lady tomorrow will be able to answer some of my questions, even if it means going to to consultant and then back to me

I just wish DH and I were not sat like statues in the same room. He cant answer my questions, nor me him. So we dont communicate - I hate it

Why is it people all of a sudden feel that they cant talk to me.
Am I so unapproachable now.
Feeling really down in the dumps today - but still no tears